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Victoria Pedroza

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July 08, 2018

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Email to Behavioral Health Feb 8th 2018I came in for crisis intervention and help with addiction and mental illness on Feb 5th 2018. I sat down with a counselor for addiction but all efforts by me and my parents that day, came to nothing, I could not speak to anyone in Mental health side. I was given an appointment for Feb 14. I asked for a facility to take me in for help because I am now homeless. I was told there is no room for me. What are the requirements for having yourself institutionalized? I'm probably not being realistic, but this past week, my only consolation has been in sleep and in imagining getting the help I need, and the latter, however unrealistic, seems to temporarily skew my sense of objectivity, which is precisely why it helps make my days more bearable. However, my family can't afford therapy, and having them take me to a GP to get prescribed medication seems like a waste of their time and very scarce money. Although it would make me feel a lot better, I still probably won't be able to do any of the things I'll need to do to pull myself out of my pathetic situation, so all it will likely result in is a more tolerable solitude. (For more details about situation, read this thread.) So I've been thinking a lot about having myself institutionalized. It's not ideal, but I can't see a lot of other options, and I'm desperate. I don't know if this would help. I don't know if anyone is capable of helping me. But I need to something so that I can at least feel like I'm making an attempt to fix my problems. I feel like just being able to talk to a professional would do me a lot of good. It's unlikely, but maybe he will have encountered someone in a similar situation, and maybe he'll have some type of solution. As I said, I'm probably being unrealistic, but I feel like if I were to do this, it would remove a lot of the pressure I'm feeling, and that would be a huge deal. Lately, I've felt worse than I've ever felt. I think a lot about suicide, but I'm too afraid to die. I don't believe in God, but lately, I've been worrying a lot about going to hell if I were to do it. I also can't stand the idea of dying as I am, of never being the person that I wanted to be, of this being my entire legacy on this earth. And just the idea of death, of it all stopping, when you really think about it, is terrifying, but the shame of my situation might soon surpass all that, and then I'll seriously have to consider killing myself. Still, as bad it is, my potential methods are limited, so I don't feel it's an immediate danger. As I said, sleep and imagining some type of non-lethal exit strategy help, but most of the time, I'm miserable, especially when I first wake up. Most of the day, I almost feel like there's a knot in my chest. It feels like a kind of tension and heat that is so bad that it compels me to do things I would have ordinarily put off, like typing this message or considering doing things as anxiety-inducing as writing my grandparents a letter or having myself institutionalized. My appetite has decreased somewhat, and my libido has substantially decreased. All activities remind that I'm not doing anything to better my situation. I don't quite want to die, but I wish I could just get away from it all somehow. But as always, I'm ignorant of all practical considerations. Do you need insurance to have yourself institutionalized? Is it free? Do you have to be an immediate danger to yourself or others? How much do you have to hurt before they're willing to accept you? Feb 18th 2018 No replies…All my emails go ignored. I will Die soon

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